All of that was totally worth it to have the smile I have now! I couldn't imagine how wonderful the results would be.
The
braces never really bothered me. I still smiled and laughed with my usual grin.
I always felt self conscious about having food in my teeth or having bad breath
though. On a hygiene level they bothered my but in a confidence level; I seemed
to have always felt fine. I made jokes that I looked like a dork but in reality
I knew I was doing something great for my teeth and my smile. My smile will
last me my life and is what invites people towards you.
Something
I have noticed since I have had them taken off is a sense of confidence in my
ability to smile whenever I wanted too. I feel more myself, more open. I don't
have to worry about smiling anymore and having food in my teeth. I feel more
comfortable in my own skin. For the last 2 years, I have been noticing myself
receding a little bit and going into a shell in front of people I don't know
that well and even people I do know. I didn't think the braces bothered me but
maybe they did? Or maybe I was just always worried about offending people with
food in my teeth? I felt people pulling back from me as I pulled back from
them. I always had to worry about something with my smile so I felt like I couldn't
open up and be the real me.